It's been a few days after my Birthday..SO..Happy Belated
Birthday To My Self...hehe..
My best budds do remember my Birthday and tat counts..
But I mostly got angry wif tis special sumone..bcuz cheated my feelings...
It had happened before and again..
How I wished she could feel what i feel...
I'm juz invisible in her eyes wen there's sumone else around and treated her kindly..
But wen tat sumone's gone..it's back to me again..
All i did is juz ignored her..
Coz i'm soooo hurt and sad..
Sumtimes my tears rolled down my cheeks but she didn't notice it...
Am i tooo kind or wat?
I can accept others..jokes..even though it's harsh..but wat about wat i feel?
Can they understand it..i tink the ans is..NO..or maybe..
This is life isn't it..
So i dun mind how i'm treated but please take note of my feelings..coz it's really hurti
n me lots..
Nevertheless patience is all I have..
I tink i liked sumone..oopss..shhh!!
Dunno juz the feelings though..can't stop lookin at him..hmmm
And I'm irritated at sumone too..
Annoyed at another..and angry at the other..
Ouh gosh...
Last of all..
I tink i'm suffering frm memory illness..
Kept forgetting stuffs..and so on...
Need sumtreatment puh leese...!!!
Thursday, October 12, 2006
haiz..