I'm having mood swing today...
Hyper a moment and the next all tired..exhausted and dull..and crying the next moment..and excited over everything again...ouh god...
I just don't know what I am thinking...
Just my thots...
I am sooo kind that some just take me for granted ..hmmpph... !!!!!
I gave way to people when the needs arises...follow what they wants...try not to hurt their hearts and feelings..
But who cares about mine...?!?!?
Maybe somebody..I may not knew..
My best fren..long since i have seen her ard...kinda misses her lotsa...
She's busy with her own world...I'm busy wif mine...
My sis..can't count on her for a single thing...always have to go in for her...
and it's makes me feel tiny..invisible..
Trying to get some jobs that really fits my interest..
no point in werking when u don't even like the job...and it's the fact..
Trying to get some answers..seems couldn't get the answers that i want..
Trying to point out my points..but i'm too weak to prove it..
Basically i'm just like doing some kind of a treasure hunt...hunting..solving..trying...analyse..
Looks happy and free from problems..but deep inside no body knows...
Even I myself don't understands my own emotions and thots...
Need a psychiatrist !!!! hahahahaha....
[i'm crying..i'm sooo emo] :x
Saturday, September 16, 2006
Note To Self