Labels: priceless
Thursday, August 20, 2009
priceless
I know you don't even want to see my face again. I will try to stay as far away as possible. I have fears. Fear of whats happening, fear of being alone. Fear of the big world. Fear of losing you. I know I cannot hope. I know nothing can change anything. Time cannot be recycled. But my emotions are just taking over me. I know this is very hard for me. You dont know how much Im suffering. I've done my part.I tried and I am trying my best. I just couldnt help it but to cry every single day and every single minute. Everyone told me not to cry. But its easier said. I wished I could stop. But i just cant. I thought I did the right thing. But it doesnt seems its paying me anything. The more I try the more I couldnt forget. The more I stop thinking, the more I cant stop thinking. I couldnt be alone. The more I would cry. I know I have to be strong, I tried to. But I'm too weak to be strong. I have a strong desire. I will do whatever. I will risk anything. I don't care if i get hit by a car, fall off the cliff or whatever. I wished I could just erase everything. I had waste alot of money. But I dont care. To me its PRICELESS. |