maybe i just have to live my life alone..
i'm the oldest child and the oldest grand-daughter in both sides of my family.
i got no competitor in my family. no one has the same birthday month as me. hah.
but i'm lucky to have a bestfriend with the same birthday month as me..yey! i love ya gurl!
i met one of my childhood friend..but we are not close. its just a 'hi' and a 'bye'.
he lives one storey below my old house.
i still can remember how we hid behind our sisters and said 'kau berani kau keluar dulu r.'
den he said 'abe sembunyi belakang adik kau.'
den i say 'kau pun same ape.takut cakap jer lh.'
den yea..haha..very funny...he still lives there. but seldom meet him.
k.back to reality.
so many things in my mind and i don't know what i am actually thinking.
yesterday i asked a friend if someone is too depressed, can she be mad.
he said yes.
and just now i asked my mum what happened if i became mad, what would she do,will she send me to the hospital. she didn't answer me.
kept dreaming i broke my teeth. and i'm very scared. i don't like that dream.
"the ones who are bound to be your best friends must lose your trust just once to prove that they can win it back"
[i still keep the cards, which is the gift u gave me during our friendship day in 2005]
i'll wait a little longer for you will wait awhile.
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